Today was my second day in La Republica Dominicana. Lets just say my body has a lot of adjusting to do. There probably wasn't one minute in the day where I wasn't sweating or fighting off the millions of Mosquitos! There is something about this island though that draws me in.
To be honest, I am pushing through those old feelings again. The feelings of wanting the ones I love and not being able to have them. I am holding it together though, I am trusting in God's plans. I just have to believe that He wants me right here where I am.
So God, please continue to provide me with strength to do this. I am so scared of failing you again. Help me to remember the love and courage you poured into me these previous weeks so that I might fulfill this call. I need you God and cannot do this on my own. This is not about what comforts me, this is about obeying you and that is what I am going to do. Amen.
I love you Emily, you are doing great!
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